Book of revelations

As I have been seriously bed-ridden for the past 8 days, it was natural for one to contemplate things that...well, not one would usually have time to contemplate for. So, life it was. The meaning, and possiblities that may have triggered this massive ill-health after such a long healthy period. I assessed my situation as a student in somewhere in between, my happiness vaporised somewhere in the ozone, my hands thirsty still, for more of what it's worth.

For those who do know of my circumstances and my revelation, I have re-assessed my conclusion yet again, this morning when my mind woke up. Having 'realised' that it may become quite true sometime very soon, the muscles of my face broke into its first exercise for the day. With this 'realisation', I had something to look forward to. Finally.

Even if it may take 13 years for someone to realise the meaning of what they're worth, then the unworthiness of the time 'wasted' is pure bull shit. It took me 3.5 years plus 1 year of deferral to succomb to what my heart tells me. Courage is the key.

But I'm not here without those who really helped me through. You gave me eyes to see when I was blind, hands when I was lost, and a mind when I was in darkness. Forever, I'm grateful for what you guys have given me.