Been

It's been a while (again) since I last posted a genuine, up-to date-, what-the-hell-is-she-on-about post. Although I can say I was busy, who wasn't? Some major highlights of the past few months have been nicely blended into my daily life that I cannot tell it apart from it's initial excitement, however, I am very aware that I cannot take caffeine as I used to be able to! Having major heart palpitations to the extent I thought I was going to have a cardiac arrest was not a delicious aftertaste...let alone the hyper-angstiness of my brain was sufficient to warrant some sort of mental-illness conviction.

As 6 months into this new direction has bypassed, and only one more exam to go to conclude the 1st semester into Music/Psychology/German, one cannot help but wonder where does time, truly go to? I can still remember the last rave I conquered -Gatecrasher- like it was only last month. Yet...several features of this time travel has already encompassed many-a-events I cannot possibly recall all in one go.

Let's just say there is one thing I like to broadcast here, as an advantage to exploit some ethical awareness in this wide world of cybernet. Have you ever wondered the essence of arrogance in those who just happen to possess certain skills that they may be considered a 'superior' to their counterparts? Either that or pure pride. Having walked out of her piano exam, this young 18 year old was joyfully and ecstatically jumping up and down, claiming her 'perfection' in her exam. Needless to say, whilst she was bathing in all her glory and assumed victory to her friend, a few of the other nervous first years were and definitely, within ear-shot and visual range of this exuberant array of behaviour. Personally, I was down-right disgusted. Sure, you may have gunned down your exam, but it is by no means and justification that you can exploit that, to further degrade the already depleting confidence levels of your peers. Secondly, to have such skills in the first place is by no means a tool for you to glorify your talent. And don't tell me that you're only human to have done this...so were those who saw you.