Last year this time, I celebrated this commercially successful day with a group of single friends like myself. This year, I miss this date by one week, yet again not experiencing the true physical being of that day...however, I don't complain (smiles).
A few revelations from the past few days and hours and minutes just prior to this excerpt of my blah.
Firstly: my issue with my right tonsil is never ending. It is just beyond spoilt to the extent of causing unecessary pain to even a bit of exhaustion. Ridiculous.
Secondly: my goal in life has become less hazardous in that I have now fully believe that dentistry will no longer be a part of it. Which, unfortunately enough, has also opened a few more doors of opportunity...which can be dangerously clouding my judgement.
Thirdly: two halves of my paranoia has come to war within my splitting head. For the time being I shall vanquish the evil demon that summonds the god of fear and shame. For the time being, I will let love and hope shine its light upon the field of grass.
Forthly: i am so lazy with holiday that I had forsaken my music assignment I had set upon myself. Disappointing and discouraging.
As Chinese New Year is creeping up, so is my return flight back home...Melbourne. Yes, I have finally found home. I guess that is the biggest revelation of all...for I've been searching for the meaning of home for a while. With that in mind, I ask myself: What is the meaning of home? I can now safely answer that question. It is the place where you are most happiest.
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